So, I think that there are a ton of women out there that are meant to have a butt-load of children but I am most definantly NOT one of those women. I am pretty sure I will never have another child. I know, "I say that now but when I find someone that I love and want to spend the rest of my life with I will change my mind and blah blah blah" but seriously, I cannot handle it. My little sister is going to night school, which is awesome for her, and I am watching her son 4 nights a week from 5-10pm. Do not get me wrong, I am happy to do it and I love him like he is my own, but I am just not equipped to care for 2 children at the same time. I am constantly chasing after them, trying to stop them from beating the crap out of eachother, cleaning up after them and feeding them. I used to have nice quiet nights, hanging out with my 1 child, just hanging out and now sometimes I feel like I am going to tear my hair out. I am so amazed by my friends that do this all of the time, you are extraordinary women. Well, time to clean the house for the 5th time tonight. (Only 1/2 hour left, only 1/2 hour left, only 1/2 hour left.........)